In my head lingers a very unfamiliar fringe of thoughts that unconditionally bangs my head today. I hate the way I'm feeling while I'm thinking and writing these stuffs. Making sense of the word "sad"-- keeps me thinking of my unwritten emotions of a saddened guilt and strife.
In the eyes of many, they always see me as a happy and "fun-to-be-with" person, but for me that's not exactly what it looks like. I'm uncontrollably shaken by DARN stupid thoughts and loneliness. I feel so alone inside. Still in the end, I can see God is my weakness. I always draw my self to him in times of despair and frustration. I wish I could escape reality, but I guess it doesn't makes sense at all.
This is life, there's no way out of here. Sigh*. :'\
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